As I'm getting ready to start school again I've found myself thinking a lot about where my career is and where I want it to go. It is not a secret that I enjoy my job, but it is also no secret that I often find myself craving more. What that more is tends to change depending on my mood, just as whether I'm loving my job or dreaming about bigger things seems to waver depending on the weather. Okay so it is not that random, even though sometimes it feels that way.
I've been in a job I hated and while I was miserable, in a way it was almost an easier situation. I hated my job and I needed a new one. Simple. Now it is not so easy. I do know that right now I don't want a new job. I seem to be taking on new things all the time and I'm really looking forward to a couple of upcoming projects. I also do not want to go anywhere until I'm finished or almost finished with school. However, what I'm not sure about is how long I'll be able to stay in my present situation before I want/need to move up in the ranks.
Then of course there is the issue of money. I would say I get paid reasonably well for my field and my level, but not well for NYC. I've also come to believe that the best way to increase your income is to look for a new job with more responsibility.
This leads me back to how long I want to stay here and what I want to do next. Right now I'm thinking two more years is maybe all I can handle. I often find myself wishing I could take on more, but in my institution it is not possible in the way that I want it. I like my job and I like the larger field I'm in, but I'm not sure if I want to work for another similar institution. There are other options out there and in the back of my head I have an idea of what I want to eventually be doing, but right now I just feel a little lost. That is yet another reason I'm looking forward to starting school, I know the things I will be learning will help me focus on what I want to do, and almost as important, what I don't want to do.
Time will tell.







